i've changed my imeem today. MELODIES OF LIFE. I miss him so much when i heard this song. Napa la aku jiwang ni???huehuehue..ntah la..masa balik kg hari tu jumpa CD lagu ni. Pemberian seseorg 3yrs ago. I believed he's my 1st love. I met him since form 1..org kata masa tu umo untuk cinta monyet..but I do love him. Penghujung 2003 aku bertemu dia kembali after 6yrs terpisah..tapi masa tu aku sudah pun dimiliki. ALLAH S.W.T memang mau menduga aku..mmm...Aku nda dapat story panjang d sni..kang dia terbaca plak..(^o^)..Ntah la tiba2 terasa ingin abadikan memories bersama dia d sni..laju ja jari2 aku ni menaip..maybe b'coz i miss him..Apa yg aku harapkan dia lebih bahagia sekrg n paham why aku tiba2 berubah hati. Aku nda pernah jelaskan pada dia. Aku cuma mau yg terbaik untuk diri dia wpun aku sendiri gagal. Aarggghhh...i should stop bout this...end.
Melodies Of Life
Alone for a while
I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love
you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up
the pieces that remain
Melodies of life
love's lost refain.
Our paths they did cross
though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast
and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes
of stories never told
Let them ring out loud till they unfold
In my dearest memories
I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone
I still believe that you can call out my name
A voice from the past
joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying birds
forever and beyond
So far and way
see the birds as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows
of the clouds up in the sky.
I've laid my memories
and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see
what tomorrow brings.
In your dearest memories
do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close
and now leave me behind?
A voice from the past
joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life
To the sky beyond the flying bird
forever and on
If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
as long as we remember.
O ya..bout my interview last Friday..mmm..only i can say..it was just OK! Confirm nda dapat punya..hehe..Questions from interviewers nda la sesusah yg aku fikir. They only asking bout my family, works experience, my recent job, 2 of Rukun Negara, What r my prepations 4 the interview, What is name of Malaysia's flag, which 1 is most important..the word of 'jalur' or 'gemilang'? What is the meaning of 'jalur'? Colours of Sabah's Flag n its symbol, meaning of Bersih, Cekap n Amanah, Nilai2 murni seorg Pegawai Awam..n..apa lagi ya..lupa plak..hikhik..but it only took 15minutes..Aku minta cuti 1 day tapi jam 10.30am uda abis interview. Sempat lagi pegi keja but alang2 la..lagipun aku berniat balik kg petang tu. So, plan ngan puteh balik sama2 (dia ponteng keja setengah hari coz bos dia outstation..haha)..jalan2 kejap..makan2..then balik kg..Ingat mau shopping tp bulan tua kan so just survey2 ja la..tahan hati ja la bila nmpk baju..or whatever yg berkenan tu..huhuhu..o ya why I said aku confirm nda dapat that post..coz aku rasa camtu la..hahahaha..malam b4 interview tu aku rasa cam malas ja p interview tu..teda semangat..mau pegi ka nda???Aku nda prepare apa2 sebenarnya..pagi tu baru kelam kabut sikit baca pasal Malaysia n Sabah Flag. Nda sangka plak soalan tu yg d tanya..hehe..My instinct always right!!! My 1st nawaitu bukan lagi mau dapatkan post tu when i decided to attend the interview..I only want the experience.. :)
Note:
Bestnya ceta Adam & Hawa tu..lagi best kalo ada sorg lagi 'Adam Mukhriz' yg mencintai aku sebanyak itu..hahahaha...insyaALLAH :p
